Down with the downess

sherman found me stoning over dinner,
he nudge me and i snapped back
apparently i was holding my food for like a few minutes

i find myself doing that quite often nowadays
these are the times when I question myself

WHAT THE FOOK AM I DOING

everything is like screwed someway or another, u wont believe how bad it is lar
cant help but b dissapointed at what ive been producing
but now i at least see the direction and i tink im ready to pro things on

kinda had a mild reassurance that i still got it
i believed that somehow, all my creativity had died
all the works i did this sem, and during my trip were somehow... fuck quality. Totally dissapointing.

This will not do.