Chi Chat with Chi Heng

Sunday, October 23, 2005

"Blood of a Soldier"

I guess I have learnt much in these few weeks
Both mentally and physically, while mostly positive there must of course be some negative.

As of now ive cleared quite abit of the major stuff in bmt and achieved a Silver for IPPT
A happy camper i am

However there are times when you realise your limit
I almost got KO'ed from a 6 K (note: ONLY) route march, guess i really didnt save much energy for the trip back. but i endured and got through that, subsequently i felt like i pushed through a "Limit barrier", kinda like a physical barrier thats like a brick wall. Sure feels good later but at the point of time, it really sucks big time.

One of my buddy keeps telling me that i have the "Blood of a Soldier", lol. Because of my sibling's lineage... But thats something that have been bugging me.

The world is never fair, i put in say 85% effort and get great results but people put in 150% and get like 1/3 my results. Pros that deserve OCS get shit postings and noobs that chao keng pass their bmt get into OCS... Disgusting.

but for now im gonna be chionging alittle harder because of my smaller frame disadvantage... i am starting to feel the strain now... that bothers me... but till the day i become left behind i shall be the one pushing the people from the back as 1 of the 3 "silvers"

Enduring and Excelling

Sunday, October 09, 2005

Finally back from the hiatus

haha after 1 month of no posting i figured i had to update you guys

alot of things happened and i guess in short: Im loving it in the army
for now lar
ptp phrase (the physical training part) is over for me and now its full gear to bmt
its a great feeling to know yourself improving and the training actually works

enduring and exceling