Confined

So after 3 visits to the hospital, 2 weeks stay in and multiple duties
I can finally get a decent weekend off...

really opened my eyes wide to the world man...
ive got pimps, men(18) with 2 kids, drug abusers, gang members, pending court charges etc etc...
really feel like helping them the best i can...

Guess ill just have to do my utmost and let the rest settle in

Mixed

Now im utterly confused.

I have just been appointed a PS role for platoon 1.
I still cant figure if i should feel happy or sad...
Because im the only nsf in my coy to have such an appointment

Once again im at the forefront of the war against saikangism.

And for once i feel that i truly can not deliver.
I am neither ps trained nor do i have the experience to handle such a huge task... let alone handle
"my sect coms"
who are friends holding the same rank
Things are looking grim.